Tuesday, April 7, 2009

A Day in the Life

"I read the news today, oh boy..."

I can't help but notice and comment on the exceptional increase in the number of stories I've seen as of late about people taking the lives of others and themselves.
• Four police officers killed in Oakland, Calif., in March in two separate incidents with a man pulled over in a routine traffic stop.
• More than a dozen people killed at the American Civic Association in Binghamton, N.Y., by Jiverly Wong, who then killed himself.
• A man in Washington kills his five children and then himself because his wife said she was leaving him.
• Three police officers killed in Pittsburgh in response to a call about a dispute over a dog urinating in a house.
• A man in Alabama kills his wife, teenage daughter and two relatives.
• Even here in Aurora, a man accused of gunning down his estranged wife, then fleeing with his two young daughters, only to kill himself as authorities tracked him down in Thornton.

"...And though the news was rather sad..."

Putting together Sunday's paper, I started thinking about all of this.
As someone who consumes a lot of news and has been exposed to a number of heinous stories and gruesome photos, few things get to me on a level that truly, deeply disturbs me. My skin has developed the thickness needed to read the AP wire and keep one ear on the police scanner, but this latest slate of violence just really got to me.

"I saw the photograph..."

I wonder what readers would make of all this.
I think one of the quickest and easiest reactions is to say that the economic downturn and resulting human traumas has put many people on edge, and a delicate minority of them have gone over that same precipice.

"A crowd of people stood and stared..."

How many people out there will read these stories, evaluate the difficulties in their own lives and begin pondering whether their lives (and the lives of others) are worth living? I think we try to do the best job possible in presenting honest news in the most straightforward ways possible, but my mind always has a nagging voice somewhere in the back, worried about the possibilities of copycats.
The local ABC affiliate, Channel 7, recently interviewed a number of experts to try and explain this recent spate of violence.
They say spring is the thing — that early to mid-April is a time when violence traditionally ramps up: The Waco standoff in 1993, the Oklahoma City bombing in 1995, the Columbine massacre in 1999, and the Virginia Tech shooting rampage in 2007.
They cited psychologists saying the changing of the season affects people with mood disorders: The world renews itself, yet they realize they are still depressed — feelings that can lead some to hurt themselves and others.

"A crowd of people turned away..."

But ultimately, I'm more angered at how society can quickly brush off atrocities such as these and turn its focus back to the mundane and the inconsequential.
Rather, I think I became more incensed at the people who profess to care about protecting life and liberty yet remain largely silent in times like these.
There are people out there stockpiling weapons because they think President Obama will someday outlaw them. Some of these people are legitimate collectors; others may have issues that may one day lead them to misuse those weapons.
There are people out there with access to weapons that make them a threat to themselves, their friends and family, and to complete strangers.
At the same time, there are still vocal groups that concern themselves with one issue and one issue only, with no regard to the facts.... the issue could be guns, abortion, what-have-you.
I try to understand most points of view. I try to know why they feel the way they do. I understand why they often are so angry. And as the man says, I'll defend their right to think and feel the way they do.
But I cannot understand those who are vehemently pro-life or pro-gun who choose to ignore this issue: Violence claiming the lives of those who have been born and are living, working, thinking and full of potential and exercising their liberties. It seems to be happening at an alarmingly increasing rate, and sometimes there is no rhyme or reason to the rage that pushes some to kill.
But this isn't about whether you're pro-gun, anti-gun, pro-abortion rights or anti-abortion rights. This should concern anyone and everyone.

"...Somebody spoke and I went into a dream..."

I don't want people to think they need to be scared, but I do think it's prudent to think about what is going on in society today and recognize situations where the line between depression and homicide is very thin, and to recognize that one person can help another understand that there are few troubles in this world that should prompt anyone to want to end their own life, let alone the life of another.
Most people seem to have realized there are major issues unfolding beyond the horizons of their self-interests and single-issue platforms. I'm just hoping the stragglers will hop on sooner rather than later.

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

A Funny Thing Happened On The Way To The Courthouse

Of the many Groucho Marx lines I’ve committed to memory, one of the more profound ones was, in fact, sent by the legendary funnyman via telegram to the Friars Club of Beverly Hills:
“I don’t want to belong to any club that will accept people like me as a member.”
I gained renewed respect for that line after I was kicked off a jury last week.
Well, to be fair, I was never technically on the jury... For about a month and a half, I was a “prospective juror” on Colorado’s only death penalty case waiting to go to trial.
For 38 days, I pondered over and over the responsibilities of the possibility of having another person’s life in my hands along with 11 other citizens charged with their civic duty.
Thankfully, I don’t have to think about that anymore. The writing was on the wall long before I filled out the juror questionnaire.
Know about the case? Yep. Seen media coverage of it? Check. Already formulated a personal opinion on innocence or guilt? As a citizen, yes. As a journalist, no.
But I feel bad because in those 38 days, my mind was completely changed on the subject. When I was first summoned to jury duty, I had some pretty strong opinions on the matter as a Colorado resident, as an Auroran... as a human being.
Looking back, I’m not entirely sure what I think about murder, the death penalty and the like, but I do know my mindset on the issues has been changed when forced to think about them.
For me, the verdict is in: I probably didn’t belong anywhere near that courtroom as one to pass judgment, but I’m better for the process. Case dismissed.

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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

The burst of the Obama bubble, or The ghost of Howard Beale rears its ugly head

Take a look at your stock portfolio and shake your head a tad. Maybe bite your lower lip and subtly grimace.
Read about golden parachutes on Wall Street and snear.
Hear news of the latest round of layoffs in town and sulk.
Do you dare mention the letters ‘A,’ ‘I’ and ‘G’ together in mixed company without fear of initiating some Incredible Hulk-esque populist rampage?
This nation is mad as hell, and it’s not going to take this anymore. Somewhere, Howard Beale is smiling.
This sort of vitriol was supposed to be a thing of the past — something that had no place in the post-partisan world of the Obama presidency.
Maybe we had our hopes too high.
The economy didn’t make a miraculous recovery (although it’s trying), and those celestial choirs Hillary Clinton talked about never did show up, just as predicted.
In a time where information travels at the speed of Twitter, we fooled ourselves into believing that big things could happen very quickly with a few Blackberry-wielding fresh faces in D.C. Unfortunately, most of the nation’s capital is still operating at the pace of a gubernatoral impeachment in Illinois.
We knew better, and we’re not happy about it.
But before we acknowledge that Obama & Co. bit off more than they could chew in the expectations department, we’re going to exhaust the list of scapegoat suspects.
Jon Stewart was compared to Edward R. Murrow for his grilling of CNBC and “Mad Money” host Jim Cramer. While few on and near Wall Street are innocent in this recession, Stewart got religion in this matter pretty late in the game. If Stewart were much more than a comedian or commentator, he’d tone down the holier-than-Dow attitude and realize he has more in common with Howard Beale than Murrow. With no Bush baddies to rail against, Stewart fixed his sights on the purveyors of honest mistakes and simple failures... and he’s not the only one.
AIG doled out retention bonuses for some time (for better or worse), and all of a sudden they’re persona non grata d’jour because they took money the government was offering. Obviously AIG failed its customers, many of its employees and the industry it helps shape, but in reality they did little worse than what happens at any workplace.
You might have been paid $24 an hour to perform duties X, Y and Z, but no one launched the full force and fury of the Congress against you when you spent 15 minutes watching YouTube when you were waiting for that fax to come in.
The reality is we’re having trouble being angry at ourselves... for not seeing this coming, for not doing more than we did, and for letting ourselves get cut by the jagged edges of shattered dreams.
And by God, someone’s gonna pay.

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